That past few months have been tough. Very inconsistent. Very lonely. I know its my fault for having the wrong attitude about things, but sometimes I just can’t help it. It’s sad to say, that naturally, its so much easier to thing of the wrong vs. the wonderful and blessed things in life. And I’m one of the last people to jump to conclusions, or to lose sight of the present. And all of that shit has been catching up with me. I’ve been so complacent with everything around me. School, priorities,dance, relationships, love,faith, trust, responsibilities. I’ve basically had the constant “I don’t give a shit” attitude, that’s been testing me. Its been fucking testing me and I’ve come so close to failing and dropping the realness of it all. And then things start falling apart that make you realize your place and your settings, what’s worth it and what’s not. I’ve been fighting. Whether its been with myself, with others..over nonsense..just because I’ve been complacent. I’ve been too lazy, too angry, too negative to grow up and realize what I’m doing. WHAT AM I DOING? I lost my hunger for a bit which made me step back..step back and look for it again cause I wasn’t hungry. And It’s hard for me to admit that, but its the truth. We constantly lose our hunger and always hit a point where nothing feels worth it. It took heartache tears for me to realize what I was sacrificing. But, I know to keep pushing, keep breathing, and fighting for what I love & what I believe in & pray that’s what it takes. Aside from all of this, its time to have a good night with nelsonbaloney and mikeeeee!
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